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WHAT REALLY! Yesterday Tim messaged me and asked how I was doing, if my stomach still hurt. I said that I was fine. But we talked for a bit and he said he did some drugs there, so I’m like “Oh I’m glad that I didn’t waste my time there.” and he’s like “I would have stayed sober for you. We would say hi to my friends and then I would spend time with you”. I have no idea if he is just being cheesy or if he is speaking the truth… Yesterday I was so sure that I was done with him, that I shouldn’t tell him that the feelings are still there for him. But now again, I’m struggling. There is just something in my heart that doesn’t want to let him go. WHY IS LIFE SO CONFUSING